where's blondieee.
):
half an hour to one more week.
till happy days.

N, 11:33 PM



holland was fun todayy.
people working there's damn funnny.
boon tong kee for dinnnerr!
wah i love their stuff.

there's this large pimple residing at my nose.
its fricking painnn. ):
cant wait for sunday!
jos you better be thankful!
i bet you'll cry on sunday.
heh and im sorry i'm not going to ctk la okay.

yay
i found someone to go queensway with me.
shoes here i comeeee!
ohoh i want me supserstar vcd.
derrrriccckkk hoh !!!

N, 9:34 PM



EH BAND RESUMES NEXT TUES!
WHICH EFFECTIVELY MEANS,
I ONLY HAVE ONE MORE FREEDOM WEEK TO GO.
WAH PIANG! ):
NEVER MIND, I'M PSYCHED TO SEE THE
"NEW OLD BAND RM"


you've changed.
a tremendous lot.
you're not the same old, nice and fun loving person anymore.
why.
it hurts me a whole bunch. boohoo.



N, 11:06 PM


elvin ng is in the 9pm show
but his hair doesnt look as good in gold
as it will look in purple.
i lovelovelove elvin ng!
a pity hes no biggie in the show. ):
thomas ong = PRINCEE!
wah hes damn bloddy cute.

gave myself a break.
so no homework today.
maybe later. i cant get to sleep anyway.
math here i come :D

charmaine, please open your eyes bigger from now,
while youre in hk. aha.
flying fish prince.

N, 9:59 PM



would someone intelligent tell me where do i stop for f&n!
i personally think 7 pages within 4 hours is damn bloody slow!
but i think thats all we shld do right!
up till research and development.
right gweneal? davina? nat loo? jamie?
RAH!

oh i just rmred.
tmr's one day after 18th
tmr's one day after 18th
tmr's one day after 18th!

im supposed to be damn bloody sad!
which i am. ):
have fun blondie.
give me yourself when you come back.
HEH. just kidding,
but i would gladly take it :D
oh everybody, go to my links, then go to chars blog.
the guitar thing is fricking cooooool!

N, 10:03 PM


It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
when i turned to leave
i couldn't believe my eyes
standing there i didn't know what to say
without one touch
we stood there face to face

i was dying inside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you

you said hello then u asked my name
i didn't know if i should go all the way
inside i felt my life have really changed
i knew that it would never be the same
standing there i didn't know what to say
first time looked away when i whispered your name
Chorus 2x

one hello changed my life
i didn't believe in love at first sight
but you've shown me what is life
and I now i know my love (i know it's coming right)

- timmy thomas, dying inside to hold you.

beautiful song dont you think.
my house stinks and i'm hungry
ok f&n here i come.

N, 2:38 PM


ROAR.
f&n is so bloody taxing.
i dedicated my past 2 hours faithfully to doing my coursework,
and i only managed to complete TWO pages.
): incompetent shit.
and yes you didnt see it wrongly, my blog timer IS correct
i wonder how many silly people out there still dont know how to get it back.
(let me show off abit. cause its kinda the first time i've did html by myself, entirely)
but im still quite proud of myself. hee.
i know for sure tonight i can turn in peacefully,
no more insonmia.
go cheer blondie :D
obsession period is over.
i shall finish the whole coursework by tmr.
the instructions given were very brief!
like : 'come back to school on nov 2nd, at 9 and we'll give you a task question. go home and do it'
!!!!!!
so mrs-tan, i will try my level best. ha.
so if by tmr f&n is cleared, i can do my math and physics all hopefully by wed.
then i can fool ard for one week plus.
i shall study when sch reopens.
i'll just focus on getting everything done.
okay okay. i'll study ss and history when im done with all the work

i told alyssa i'll be all serious when she comes back from japan,
and she got all freaked out.
hah my dear! serious doesnt mean no fun!
i know you'll miss my chicky dance only! ):
i will change! (:
guess how was i motivated.
mean girls! heh!
i know you're exclaiming! but i cant help it!
ok hi miss changed!
but thats not stopping me from doing xmas shopping!
i'm doing it after im done with all my work.
now, i've created surplus motivation!
ok zai jian!

/ps. dont be sadd cb. number onee!
BoTox will realise who is chio-er. and who's got lean shoulders. HHA
then we'll all be jolly and happy! <33

N, 1:31 AM



nopes i had insomnia again. ):
something cocked up the last minute last night.
wth!
i'm inordinately disgusted by her. boohooo!
ok monday is coming.
i better cherish the time left :D
150bucks = not enough you CDC and CCC cheapos!
ok that's so raven is coming.

N, 6:36 PM



finally.
after some big hoo- ha.
i can finally can a good night's sleep.
HAHA.
i've been losing sleep,
you think it's connected?
idk. it'll come to light if i can sleep the moment i shut my eyes.
i'm elated!
but then again,
i dont want monday to come.
heh.
my head's exploding with all those frantic surfing.
i think i shld give myself a break. haha

town with char today.
and we saw some real dancing experts omg.
at the para para machine. HAHA
we ate the whole day away!
omg what wastrels.
but i'm not complaining.
(:

N, 11:14 PM



i'll give up everything i have,
just to be that girl.

that girl whose smile that's worth you living it,
over and over again.

no more now.
you're gonna be gone soon,
ROAR. i'm bloody depressed.
anyhow, i got the correct time back!
by myself.
aint i gooooood or what.
char you still suck.
i shall try being super late tmr.
nah im just kidding.
youre not reading this after tmr anyway.
so i guess i'm safe.
who asked you to not rmr my number.
how could you not rmr my number!
):

N, 3:05 PM



CHARLENE TAN HUI SHAN
how very nice of you.
you made me wait 3 hours for your phone call!
you better call ON TIME.
in about 8 minutes time.
heee
my mom practically shuts what i say out of her mind.
i said i want desert, and she went you want eat prawn mee not.
then i repeat i want desert leh. then she went the big prawns looks nice.
then i went again, i want desert mommy!
then she said, yes yes i know lah!
mothers :D

why do i feel like tearing when i see the line of yours.
its so prominent.
pops up in my mind like nobody's business.
btw, this time last week, ij band was all over the moon.
(:
rebecca you're mean FULLSTOP.

N, 9:48 PM


i realised both brighton and corey broke their voices already.
and brighton's so tall now
and corey's hamster ______
another blondie like him.
awwwww.
i dont know what's up with my throat.
rah holland tmr.
i hope to bump into my blondie.
pleasepleaseplease.

i want to eat my korean food now charlene
)))):

N, 7:33 PM



i miss genting ):
pictures and more pictures everyday.
what a sinful crave.
eh i'm rhyming.
i hope i get updates everyday.
so i dont have to worry so much.
AHAHA. bye blondie.

it's 2242 hours btw.
who knows how to get the time setter back!

N, 10:38 PM



it's undoubtfully rare my mom's back before midnight.
and she sends everyone into a state of dismay,
with her visible fucked up mood.
i refuse to disclose how i feel about all this.

but i do feel like tearing at jay's song.
number 4.
hhaah why.
it tugged a little at my heartstrings.
hurry end your dinner la!
the anticipation is killing me, hamster.

N, 10:23 PM


waha. just some extracts from the silly afternoon.

i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
what if they decide to have sex. AHAHAH
bells of freedom. says:
hahahhah.
bells of freedom. says:
its probably gonna be a one night stand lah.
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
ahaha yay good good!
bells of freedom. says:
have sex still can gd!
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
one night stand is better than a relationship right!

:
:
:


bells of freedom. says:
too busy alr.
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
shutup!
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
haahhah
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
busy with what
bells of freedom. says:
you know what.
bells of freedom. says:
=))
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
URGH
bells of freedom. says:
hahhah.
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
maybe he might blog later and say my nighht was terribly ruined
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
then i'll start yelling and cheering
bells of freedom. says:
i'll be waiting for that time noel.
bells of freedom. says:
anticipating.
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
):
i can feel this narcolepsy slide. says:
cant you give me a little bit of hope
bells of freedom. says:
hahha.
bells of freedom. says:
nope!
bells of freedom. says:
cos theres none at all.


my cramps are back.
for what reasons i dont know.
i think that swimmer, lionel lee is cute.
dont you think so?
c'mon, he bagged home a gold of his own.

N, 7:05 PM



i'm tired. but i can always fish out some time for blogging.
charlene tan hui shan you suck.
always giving me the dirty job!

painting's a damn tedious job!
furthermore, that silly girl didnt even plan her furniture layout.
and her room's super dirty.! there's this layer of dust
helping to hide the floor see sunlight.
but holly jolly pizza made it up!
i just love their drumlets.
after eating it was off to more work!
and i even almost fell out of her window.
heh.
we were laughing like mad la.
luckily no one was at home.
toad that ass went to paint 2 big patches on my calves.
pure evil fun.
for all our harkwork and diligence,
we've won ourselves dinner.
haha. it's tiring no matter what!
my nails and shirt were all stained.
the last wall was a total flop.
but our purple was damn nicely done!
professional piece of work!
wAkEkE.
HAHAHAAHAHHA ok goodnight all!
and oh how much i love ye qu! and shan hu hai!
stupid peter is doing a great job of reminding me.
i dont like it.
latin anyone? or spanish, italian?
it might be greek for God's sake. or french?
help.
my stomach's pulling me apart.
my sorrows tooo HAHAHAH
thats so melodramatic. i was kidding.
:D

-RAH blogger time setter has disappeared!
how to get it back!

N, 11:07 PM


i absolutely adore my dad.
wahaha. i wonder why he isnt home yet.
it's 0027 hours btw.
i really think bryan greenberg is cute!

N, 12:24 AM



why, hi again cyber world.
i'm back from my hiatus.

gold with fricking distinctions :D
i'm quite sure we deserved it.
genting turned out fun. heh.
i fell sick though. and passed it to everyone.
wasnt talking as much in the trip.
maybe it had to do with the book i brought.
shopping was extremely satisfying.
pumps at half the price, converse, presents and foood.
but i love singapore better.

i miss waking up to find rebecca next to me and
the authority to kick her till she wakes up
i miss the timings to gether at ' the hotel lobby,tower 2, level one '
fond ones.
was missing my mom badly on tueday cause i was terribly ill.
and then she called to say dont worry,
cause i'm coming back home soon.
then i cried. heeee
terrible flu and sore throat and i lost my voice.
thurs was most memorable.
announcement of results.
and talks with the bendemeer people.
heh. PETER I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE UP TO.
good at acting huh!
i shall go tell miao zhen and stephanie.
haha im kidding little boy.
his sms reminded me of somebody.
and i realised i still miss that somebody terribly.
DONT LAUGH CHAR.
but anyway. i wanted to find a word to sum it all up
i dont think i can.
but memorable would be next to perfection already.
ok for that we've won ourselves rm 1000
how cheapo you tell me.


met up with charlene and toadd.
got toad a bottle so she wont have to ask me for water anymore.
and char her favourite beckham shirt.
charm shall get hers tmr.
mrs clause. haha.
watched prime! and bryan greenberg is WAH.
hot la!
uma thurman is so lucky i think.
ok anyway. i miss my neh!
and i love my dad. heh.
today was so fun.
love the both of you! (:
btw, im still sick!
stupid rebecca. haha

N, 10:02 PM

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